It’s a hard decision when it comes to high school; especially if you’re in my shoes. For my freshman and sophomore year in high school, I attended J.L. Mann High School. All my friends were going to Mann to get away from the khaki and navy uniform that Langston Charter Middle School students wore. I was so happy when I could finally wear whatever I wanted and extremely happy to finally be in high school. Well I had to leave Mann because guys were not treating me with respect. Every guy that I meet or met has always wanted me for the wrong reasons. Not a single guy will take time to get to know me, like me for me, respect me, and date me because they like me for who I am. I’m now a junior at Greenville Tech Charter High School and have 2 months left until summer. Next fall I will be a senior in high school, but the problem is that my friends at Mann want me to come back for my senior year so we can graduate together and my GTCHS friends want me to stay because we have so many laughs and memories together. This is making my head spin out of control because I don’t know what I want to do for my senior year. I really want to be able to graduate with my best friend Heather Carithers and have fun our last year of high school. Yet I don’t want to leave all the friends I’ve made here at GTCHS even though I feel like I don’t fit in around here. I just wish picking schools wasn’t so difficult. I know GTCHS is the best for me, but I can’t seem to fit in around here. At Mann we got to wear whatever we wanted and I felt like I could free and could tell my best friend Heather anything. We always have each other’s back and listened to each other when we had a rough day in school. We knew exactly how each other felt. At GTCHS I feel like I can’t tell everyone my problems. I feel closed in a box and hide my emotions because I don’t want to be a cry baby. I have to hide my tears from everyone so they can’t see the pain I’m in.
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